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D60 Tomorrow Is DECEMBER!?

Oh man! Where the heck did this time go!? Holy crap. It's already almost December!! I need to work on some goals.

I had goals for October and I ROCKED it! November I didn't set any specific goals and I struggled a little. Maybe more mentally than anything but for some reason November was tough for me.

Last December was horrendous for me and I'm not willing to go through that again. No freakin way!!

I've been thinking a lot the last couple of days, trying to figure out why I wasn't feeling so hot, where my motivation went and trying to dig myself out of the doldrums and because of all that thinking (and blogging again!) I feel much better.

Thank goodness.

I realized that I like having a plan, I like having a short term goal, I like being prepared and when I don't have the things I need I don't do well so I'm going to make sure I consistently have what I need; no excuses. I avoided the grocery store pre-Thanksgiving because I didn't want to deal with the crowd and screwed myself! I should've sucked it up and dealt with 60 minutes of crowds and I wouldn't have had a week and a half of scrounging together food trying to make meals out of bits and pieces.

Live and learn!

I may be a WW veteran but I'm still learning <3



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