|Tallulah cozied up between my legs. <3|
If I got up too often she'd end up leaving me and it was comforting to have her laying on me, feeling her heart beat. (Our other dog was up in bed with her other mama) I did however, get up and eat to feed my emotions. I had a great breakfast of veggies and eggs with 2 pieces of cinnamon toast. Then about I got up and put peanut butter and a banana on a third piece of bread. Why? I wasn’t hungry!! I just wanted it,
You're up. You're moving. Good job!
I was slightly uncomfortable and felt a bit conceited but I kept listing reasons I was inspiring and countering every negative thought with a positive.
Once that was done I walked the girls. Walking gave me clarity.
I have been swept out to sea more times than I can count and I have had to paddle my way back in promising myself the entire way that it would never happen again, only to have it happen again. There are plenty of times I take one step forward and two steps back but when I am ready to take steps forward again I can because I have already done it. I know how to move forward despite the fact that I’ve been dragged back.